So day 1 is over the only hardest thing to not pick it up again lately has been so hard because I’m getting so angry and edgey about everything and the most hardest thing is that every little thing makes me tick makes me wanna burst
And it’s only day one to be honest I really don’t think I can last that long because I don’t wanna lose the I thing I love most is her
It’s just so hard to keep calm because everything makes me tick now
I just hope things get better
It’s 12:27 and I’m really tired bit can’t sleep so tonight is not going to be a good night and not looking forward till tomorrow
I’m hoping I’m not angry sad and wanting to give in
Its so hard to talk to her about it because she just doesn’t get it
She doesn’t get how hard it really is ..
I just hope things get better after a while and I don’t lose her over it ..